A Matter of Wanting

i don't want anyone
who don't want me
which make sense logically
im sorry to hit you wit this sad actuality
sorry to hit you wit facts
but i aint fuckin wit de actress
fuck hollywood
i was doin jolly good wit wat is
until i found out that is
was an isn't
thought the heart livin
but it's a zombie
ambercrombie and fitch
wit a fake smile
sittin on a pile of bullshit

A Train of Thought (Bad to Bueno)

underlined. undermined. undefined. low low cuz im under everything movin so slow. understand. underhand throw out the window all the wonder of us so all im left with is a wanderlust. explore. exit the gf turn her to an ex and it's on to the next. cuz we might be worthy of sightseeing when leaving the p-a-s-t, unless we drastically act in a manner differed from the norm act as jason bourne do other then we were trained to then even if the rain is blue we can smile at the sky, look each other in the eye and laugh until we are freezing cold. all i know is what i have must not grow old and dull. cuz ill never find a severed line that would cut as deep as this one. never find. never whine....never mind!

Unlocked Doors

mr. key misses mrs. mystery,
villian chillin on de door
but he want more.
she bliss to he
thoughts of girl swirl
so blissfully
sharp n crisp to he
like HD
highly detailed
definition
missin
mr. key misses mrs. mystery
she is to me as door is to he
are you keepin up?
realization sneakin up
reachin up
n smackina backa de head
like attacka de dead
return of the zombies
thoughta she surround me
all around me
closin in
she declothe
n him nah hesitate
ta do de same
retire attire
n drop it to da floor
he close to she
n he sorta wantin more
so they souls blend
as one
moon and sun
day n night
kid cudi
bounce to feel aright
blind to the rest of my senses
feelin you
allat make sense is
queen n king
in immortal dance
souls intertwined
it started wit a wine
n a sign
a wink
that was gone in the space of a blink
mr. key misses mrs. mystery
with whom his history
resides
without his angel
how's a man to fly?

Doing

curly headed girls
rule the world
make it twirl
n spin around
bringin bounce
to the sound
your hair curves round ya face
like ya body curves
round the space
that your in
sendin ripples
through the air
like a heat wave
your force is more
then any horse power
i don't want you
unless you want me to
not tryna force you in to
something you can't handle
break in like i was a vandal
i don't want to lay here
unless you invite me
only wanna hold you
if you'd like me to do it tightly
n i might be
the right one
but if you feelin left
leave me at the next opportunity
but real talk
im really feelin you n me
seein a future
wit the two of us
more then just
a good view of lust
i want you and only you
so baby lay back
n lemme do what i do
there are very few
who can read your mind
and go deep to find
what lays there
waiting for me
don't know yet
you just wait see